Nah, I wasnt depressed because I was popular. I was never really "popular". I actually talk TOO much. I can go on an on. And ive been in many situations where people just got tired of me, or shut me down. I had an old friend tell me that she didnt really like me and that i need to just shutup. I used to write a lot about my art, but she told me to just let the art speak and shut my mouth. Which hurt. Always felt bad being so socially akward. So much to say, yet, no confidence to say it to anyone, so I stopped talking and became depressed and hated myself.

Honestly, that time has passed. I've embraced my talkative nature, and you should to with being mute.
It sounds like those people who are mean to you are just jerks who clearly have their own emotional problems and thus feel the need to try to take out their life frustrations on you.

Beating depression is possible. Its a challenge, but its possible, and once you're out, you feel amazing. Life is extra bright! Once you learn to not worry about those failures who are picking on you. I'm sure you're a wonderful girl, and soon, soooo many people are going to see that too. And when these kids who bullied u are still working at mc donalds, because they didnt make it in life, you'll be off, happy and successful. And you probably wont remember them either.